Currently Listening Blink 182 By blink-182, Blink 182 see related

for the past week i been waking up and thinking to myslef, "wow, i still cant believe that i have jacob. and that he loves me, and i love him, and our relationship is fine." its just so hard to think just like if, if i had to go to school and like me and jacob wernt together. like we had broken up or just like never got together. i would still have to see him everyday and just want to run up to him and hug him. and i am sooo happy that i can do that. there hasnt a day gone by at school that i have hugged him or anything, unless one of us is sick. and just how some couples break up and get with new people, thats just stupid. i know, we're all only 13 and 14 and love shoudnt be the only thing on our minds, but to some people, without it, you couldnt live. if something happened to me and jacob tomarrow, and i couldnt be with him, i would kill myself. i cant live without him. it would be just too hard. you get so used to having someone to return love back that.... you cant not have it. 7 months is a long time. much longer than most relationships but... how much crap me and jacob have gone through, and how we dont get to see each other, that makes a relationship stronger. if we were just a 'normal' couple in the school and we had to go throught excatly what we did, then we would have broken up in mid-september. but jaocb and i really love each other, and just now, i am at loss for words....................... and i love him soo much

if you didnt read all that and love somebody rite now, i sugguest reading it all b/c it may help, if u need it.................................................

i love you jacob

Currently Listening Kerplunk By Green Day see related

   Have i said enougth yet?                                                                                           

I LOVE YOU JACOB

I LOVE YOU JACOB

I LOVE YOU JACOB

ok, sorry, i just felt that i havent said i love you enough in the past few days. so there i am caught up....

here's my green day song for the day:  "Stuart And The Ave"

Standing on the corner of
Stuart and the Avenue
Ripping up my transfer
And a photograph of you
You're a blur of my dead past and rotting existance
As I stand laughing on the corner of insignificance

Well, destiny is dead
In the hands of bad luck
Before it might have made some sense
But now it's all fucked up

Seasons change as well as minds
And I'm a two faced clown
You're mommy's little nightmare
Driving daddy's car around
I'm beat down and half brain dead
The long lost king of fools
I may be dumb
But I'm not stupid enough to stay with you

Well, destiny is dead
In the hands of bad luck
Before it might have made some sense
But now it's all fucked up
[x2]

All fucked up...
All fucked up...

^^ song is not true to me, but i just think its funny and it is a good song. not to jacob if your someone that want to break us up, so THERE!

if you, or you know some one that doesnt like 'me and jacob' then tell it to our faces and im sorry that you dont like 'us' GET OVER IT. i love him, he loves me, so there, that should make it easy.

thats all i have to say for today. tommarrow's another day, the day tommarrow, i get to see your face.

I LOVE YOU JACOB-- if you didnt know that was coming....

Currently Listening Move Along By The All-American Rejects see related

new xanga people. xxbulletxxinxxaxxbible. yup, thats me. i'll still update here for a while but fyi. so yea.... keep commenting here too. but yeah i will be on bullet from now on.

i finally had contact with jacob. yes! he called me last night. now i just have to wait like 13 more hours....... i miss him sooo much.

Wanna be a TV boy.
Wanna be on Solid Gold.
Wanna date a millonaire.
Wanna make people stare.

I wanna be on TV.
Want people to know me.
I wanna be on TV.

Started out in 54
Gonna be an omnivore.
Wanna make people dance.
Gonna take off my pants.

I wanna be on TV.
Want people to know me.
I wanna be on TV.

On a magazine.
Gonna have some free cocaine.
Wanna wear my Calvin Kleins.
Then the world will be all mine.

I wanna be on TV.
Want people to know me.
I wanna be on TV.

^^ that is a funny song.

I love you jacob

Currently Listening Shenanigans By Green Day see related

uhhh yea... not much to talk about but yea....................

I MISS JACOB!!!!!!!

In the streets of shame,
Where you've lost your dreams in the rain,
There's no signs of hope,
The stems and seeds of the last of the dope,
There's a glow of light,
The St. Jimmy is the spark in the night,
Bearing gifts and drugs,
A picture in the city of lust,

"What the hells your name,
What's your pleasure what is your pain?
Do you dream too much?
Do you think what you need is a crutch?"

In the crowd of pain, St. Jimmy comes without any shame,
He says "We're fucked up,
But we're not the same,
And mom and dad are the ones you can blame"

Jimmy died today

He blew his brains out into the bay,
In the state of mind its my own private suicide

^^homecoming. love it.

but yea... that pic was of billie when he was five. what a cutie!

I LOVE YOU JACOB!